Eos: An Epic of the Dawn, and Other Poems

By Nicholas Flood Davin


 

A REVERIE.


 

My thoughts poor plummet deep I sink,
    But never bottom find,
And, rudder gone and compass lost,
    The sport of every wind,

Survey the veiled-up heavens in vain;
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    No sun-gleam in the day,
And in the night never a star,
    E’en could I shape my way.

Like wild sea gulls my mind wheels on—
    A weary worthless chase,
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And sometimes folds her jaded wing,
    And rests a little space.

No glimpse of blue the clouds glints through,
    Yet comes a sunny dream;
A boy bends o’er an old oak bridge
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    And babbles to the stream.

At dusk the garden walls he scales,
    Himself and pockets fills,
Or holds a tryst with Mary Bate
    Beside old Lambert’s Mills;
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Or in the play ground ’mid a ring
    He fights with Charlie Brown,
One dreadful moment there they stand,
    The next and Brown is down. [Page 66]

The big boys lift them up and cry:
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    “Now for another round!”
They wildly strike, then close again;
    This time he meets the ground.

A third time front to front they stand,
    Brown takes him ’neath the chin,
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But soon gets into chancery,
    And so must e’en give in.

With claret, so we called it then,
    My sleeve shows many a stain,
But victor never prouder felt
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    Upon the foughten plain.

The river fouls in flowing on.
    To taste its waves we shrink,
But at its source the stream is pure,
    And angels there might drink;
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And pure that stream to which I fly
    From present thoughts appalling,
And liquid clear it strikes the ear,
    Like founts on Pindus falling.

Ah! then whate’er the world’s time,
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    However dark the sky,
Refulgent suns of youth sublime
    Light up the inner eye:

Sweet tender memories full of sounds
    Of home, and fragrant days
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All glad, and dewy lawns, and hounds
    And games, and wholesome praise. [Page 67]

Bright morning trips with rosy smiles
    Across those ancient pine,
And in her glance the white rose glows,
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    Two garden lakelets shine.

My dogs bound round with eager bark,
    And fain would force the will,
They wag their tails and gripe the hand,
    And look towards yonder hill,
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Where well they know a hundred hares
    Through dewy brambles peep;
The hill is gained; old Gip gives cry;
    And puss flies up the steep.

A vigorous run, the quarry’s won,
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    I rest upon the ridge,
And watch the river roll below,
    The wain toil o’er the bridge,

The village white, the curling smoke,
    The old stone spire, the school,
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The listening horse, the grazing kine,
    The fat geese in the pool.

And then across the fields for home,
    By hedges fresh and green,
Where berries oft invite to pause,
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    And wild flowers bloom between.

Soon in that ancient antler’d hall
    My dogs jump and rejoice;
I hear the maids sing at their work,
    I hear my mother’s voice; [Page 68]
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She comes to know how fortune fared;
    I see her look so bright;
Her golden hair, her sweet blue eye,
    Her tiny figure slight.

The game I show, receive a kiss;
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    Ah! who could dream the years
Would roll and roll, until one day
    That kiss would cause but tears?

Above dark woods of oak and elm,
    The placid moon shines clear;
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A young man in a garden bower—
    He holds his breath to hear.

His eyes on fire, as tho’ enraged,
    Survey the twinkling stars;
His heart beats like some wild thing caged
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    Against its prison bars.

A glimpse of muslin—flash of feet,
    And eyes—red lips apart
In smiles. He springs his love to greet;
    She’s folded to his heart.
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He kisses her; he pats her hair;
    One long perfervid kiss:
His life he’d wreak in kisses there,
    For life has naught like this.

But she must go—O yes she must—
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    Another kiss and then—
Yes—she must go—to-morrow night,
    To-morrow in the glen. [Page 69]

Thus Fancy flying through the past
    Flits now from that to this,
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And present woe is all forgot
    In unforgotten bliss.

On magic waves I’m borne away
    To happier shores serene,
Where founts of joy forever play
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    ’Mid fields for ever green.

And here at times a stronger spell
    Upon my spirit falls,
I lie on banks of Asphodel
    And tread Elysian halls,
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While thronging round come shapes of light.
    With eyes of temper’d fire;
The Muses nine, the Graces three,
    Apollo with his lyre;

And fairer forms than e’er were feigned
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    On poets powerful scroll
And sweeter strains of rarer song,
    Than e’er touch’d human soul.

The world is enter’d—comes the prose;
    Man’s falsehood, woman’s wiles,
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The plot of scoundrels o’er the wine,
    The treachery masked in smiles.

The dream is gone—the river fades,
    Those wooded heights are lost,
Once more upon a lonely sea
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    A lonely bark is tost. [Page 70]