Pine, Rose and Fleur de Lis

by Susie Frances Harrison


 

THE BALL AND THE STAR


(AS ONE SPEAKS)

Do I hold my life in my hand
              To make or to mar,
              To prize or let fall,
To round to the perfect ball,
To mould to the matchless star?

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Here has rolled to my halting feet,
              From the nursery stair,
              From the children’s nest,
A rubber thing that is drest
With gaudy patchwork air.

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Its colours I may not admire;
              Bright red and bright green
              Are not to my taste,
And their vulgar is not effaced
By the line of yellow between.

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Still, ’tis a ball, and that’s much,
              Made fit to bound,
              Made fit to stay
On a table that is away
From the edge—or upon the ground,
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Even it, a ball, will fall,
              That’s nought of a fault
              As I see, in the ball,
But in the putter—in all
That becomes a ball, to vault,
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To roll and rebound, how full,
              How round it must be!
              How smooth, without trace
Of ragged and jagged rough on its face,
To rebound so swiftly, so perfectly!
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It does its work well, no doubt.
              Ah! yes, but then
              It is well made,
Of its work not a whit afraid,
Though only fashioned by men.
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Only fashioned by men, I think
              What do I know?
              What does it matter?
Upstairs, a more divine clatter,
Hiding, hunting, the children go.
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The truant toy has been missed;
              With ecstacy—
              Mothers know how
A child with an innocent brow,
And eyes o’erbrimming with glee,
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Will gather to him the ball;
              The vulgar yellow,
              The glaring green,
Will cosily, safely lie between
The pinky fists of the little fellow.
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“Wanted,” the ball is. Has its place.
              The little hands
              Are quick and kind,
And the little eyes are seldom blind,
’Tis a little child who understands
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That the ball has rolled and rolled and rolled
              Far from its home,
              From the nursery stair,
Far from the innocent upper air—
Even a rubber thing will roam.
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What does it suffer in roaming? Not it.
              It will return
              Just as it came,
Not a whit broken, marred or lame;
The ball you see, has nothing to learn,
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Nothing to spend and nothing to save,
              Nothing to give,
              Except some day
Its round and beautiful life away.
How long ere that be? Might it not live
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Forever with care on a shelf somewhere,
              Where pins are not,
              And needles gay,
For ever and ever are out of the way?—
What was the other wandering thought?
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Oh! here, this morning on my sleeve,
              Appeared a star,
              With a wonderful law
In its wonderful points, with not a flaw
In its beauty although it fell so far.
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It breathed for a moment, then died.
              While I stood at the door
              And counted its rays
It died at the strength of my gaze.
From a snow-star, so much and no more!
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Perfect the ball and the star,
              Each in its day,
              Each in its end.
I shall never mend! I shall never mend!
I, imperfect, will go away.
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Do I hold my life in my hand,
              To make or to mar,
              To prize or let fall,
To round to the matchless ball,
To mould to the radiant star?
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